Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Of Geraniums and Geography


I was picking dead leaves off the geranium plant my mom gave me before she left, looking at this funny plant and trying to see it as she did. I'm not a big geranium fan. In fact, I let my sister take most of them and kept just this one. It's been hanging in my 'green house' for almost a week now, and I was noticing how the branches (?) have changed direction, reaching toward the new sunlight. And then I saw it. The first bloom - a small white flower with a hint of purple inside. I had such a sense of wonder - this plant had been shoved in the back of a car. Piled up with other plants. Rattled around on a dirt road, then an asphalt highway and driven at a fast pace to reach another house. Shoved around and mangled a little as it's previous porch-mates were chosen or reorganized. Then, off to it's final destination. Hung by it's chain in the garden area and watered (much out of pity) and left to see what would happen.

It bloomed.

It helps me when I think about my parents. I would love to see how they are faring - see what they see and feel as they get their details settled, house put down, furniture arranged. I would like to see how the changes affect them - temperature, humidity, geography, culture. They, too, have been rattled around trying to make decisions. Packing away treasures, and giving away treasures. Final chores, final purchases, final sales, final farewells. Then scooting down the road in a breakneck pace to make it before the moving truck arrives with items to help them feel at home.

I have a feeling they are doing much as my geranium. Adjusting to the new light. Spreading their branches. And...peeping underneath, blooming.

It's a great comfort to me that the Light is the same. The same Jesus is with them there as was with them here. The same warmth holds them, waters them, feeds them, and enjoys their blooming.

Welcome home, both of you. The geranium, and the parents. May you both enjoy your new geography for many years to come.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Sadly Monday




It's Monday, and I already miss my mom.


I have spent a week getting ready for her to leave. She and my dad are moving to Alabama this week, which I knew was coming. It's funny how you can have information, know a date, and still not be involved in the actual happening. I spent a week that way. Working hard on getting a blanket made - a photo quilt full of memories for them to take with them. I think there's a tear in every tiny stitch. My mom has been my friend my whole life - something I have always treasured, something I have always stood on. No matter how far I have wanted to go sometimes, I have always had that reassurance that she would be there when I returned. Well, now it's her turn to go. With no returning - that's the part I struggle with.



It's Monday, and I already miss my dad.

He's the guy I met when I was 18, who taught me that it's ok to be me. That I had value that men could appreciate (if they were smart!) He makes me laugh. He makes me want to be better than I am. I have been blessed to see him go from an unrepentant sinner to a loving man who puts Jesus first and his family a very close second. He's our guardian, and no Doberman Pinscher could out-protect him!

I guess my heart is having a time figuring the difference between a funeral, and a good-bye party. They seem awfully similar.

I am going to choose the better part. The rock that my mom has always been for me, she learned from standing on THE Rock, Jesus. She has always welcomed the prodigals in our family home, as the Father does. Her friendship and warmth is found in Him, and she just passes it along. My protector is ultimately God, although He has given me a great example in my dad, that came with a bear hug and a smile. My comforter: the Holy Spirit, who has led my parents for years and continues to guide us all.


I thank God that He gave me such parents. I needed them. I pray that He blesses their every step, that He uses them mightily wherever they go, and they find all they need in Him day by day. Lord willing, we will visit. Often. Until then, God will be with us all.